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the rain still smells sweet...

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Apr. 16th, 2006 | 08:23 pm
mood: confusedconfused
music: Ray LaMontagne

I feel like I am entwined in a sick twist of reality. (side note: i've always liked this phrase.) 
but...
God damn it
why do I have to feel like this, I tell myself not to but...why can't I control my emotions.
I go with whatever feels right.  My emotions can ruin me. 
Why do i want so bad to give in? 
I hate to admit it but I feel it and i have always felt it.  I think I just want to find out if it is real.
it's weird how a person can effect me so much.
My emotions will eventually ruin me.  Its inevitable.
I tend to go with my heart instead of my head.


Jolene

Cocaine flame in my bloodstream
Sold my coat when I hit Spokane
Bought myself a hard pack of cigarettes in the early morning rain
Lately my hands they don't feel like mine
My eyes been stung with dust, I'm blind
Held you in my arms one time
Lost you just the same
Jolene
I ain't about to go straight
It's too late
I found myself face down in the ditch
Booze on my hair
Blood on my lips
A picture of you, holding a picture of me
in the pocket of my blue jeans
Still don't know what love means
Still don't know what love means
Jolene
Ah, La, La, La, La, La
Jolene
Been so long since I seen your face
or felt a part of this human race
I've been living out of this here suitcase for way too long
A man needs something he can hold onto
A nine pound hammer or a woman like you
Either one of them things will do
Jolene
I ain't about to go straight
It's too late
I found myself face down in the ditch
Booze in my hair
Blood on my lips
A picture of you, holding a picture of me
In the pocket of my blue jeans
Still don't know what love means
Still don't know what love means
Jolene
La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Jolene
La, La, La, La, La, La, La
Jolene 



just in general...
somehow a person cannot feel complete without the other.

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